blogs.. blogs.. blogs..
i really don't know why i'm here right now,
writing somethings when i should be working and processing my bulk orders..
but i can't seem to do anything right.. i can't make good at my work now..
so i stopped and opened a new blogger account.
hoping it will help and make me feel good after.
yet again, i can't even think of anything to write or anything to say at all..
all i know is i'm here, infront of this computer..
nothing's on my mind but blank statements, unfinished sentences and broken phrases..
everything's turning upside down and i can't seem to comprehend every detail..
everything's goings so fast i couldn't reach out..
i couldn't even think of a single word to start with..
and i couldn't find anything on my heart but emptiness..
and a hole so deep i couldn't seem to fix..
with tears of blood on every veins..
there's no beat heard, or has it stopped beating?!
or perhaps i just don't have my heart at all..
oh how i wish i don't..
oh how i wish i don't..
so there will be no broken pieces that i had to pick up..
so that scars will be erased..
no haunts of broken dreams..
memories would be kept hidden and better best forgotten..
and all there is, is NUMBNESS.
no more tears, no more pain.
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